Questioning my religion. Help please?

If you do not believe in predestination then you do not believe in Jesus Christ. He was predestined. The entire Old Testament was about Him coming, and they still got it wrong. They never saw Him arrive. Today is the same. They (the collective "they") are still waiting for Him to come. He is already here and they do not see Him. It is good to have questions, and to check out for yourself if something is a lie or a truth. If you proceed through the system, without arriving at a conclusion to the missing link in your mind, with solid evidence in order to maintain your faith, then you will remain in and fear to something you do not fully accept or are unsure of. However, the dilemma still exists until you have found the peace of mind in knowing beyond a shadow of a doubt no matter where you go. So, you have already stated that you believe there is a God. This means that you believe in an invisible being (s). This has been proven to you and you have solid faith that at least one God exists. Will He listen to you? Do you pray? Which God is the right God? Perhaps, He has given you something tangible to understand who He is, and what He wants from you. In all the world no other belief system can boast of rising from the dead. Nor can they boast of being the Son of God. They can not boast of being the Word made flesh, as well. Jesus Christ has given you Himself. The Word made flesh. He is within you. You are His flesh. Now, begin to learn the truth, and unlearn all the lies. He did not give you religion. He gave you a ministry to be like Him in the world. To be kind, and gentile, forgiving, long-suffering, gracious, patient, loving, non-judgmental, non-condemning, virtuous, etc...How do you know? Pray for Him to reveal Himself to you. There is only one God and Father of all. He is the Spirit of Life. Jesus was the visible aspect of God. Now He needs you to be the visible aspect of Him. God Bless.